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BeitragThema: Kiri´s (Chibi´s) Tagebuch.    So 25 Sep 2011, 09:14

das Eingangsposting lautete :

Was ich heute gelernt habe, ist dass man manchmal Dinge an Andere weiter gibt, selbst jedoch naja sich eben nicht an diese Sachen hält und das kann so manches Mal echt weh tun. Irgendwie ist es lustig, dass man diese Dinge doch eigentlich weiß und versucht sich gegen sie zur Wehr zu setzten. Damit man bloß nicht ins gleiche Muster wie die Anderen alle fällt … .Aber dennoch schafft man es am Ende nicht und wieder bleibt das geschundene Herz zurück. Ich versuche immer mein Bestes zu geben, doch manchmal reicht das eben nicht aus. Das Leben ist leider kein Disneyfilm in dem es am Ende jedes Mal ein Happyend gibt. Man bekommt nicht immer das was man sich wünscht. …

Das Leben ist anders es ist hart und fordert einen immer wieder auf ein Neues heraus. Es bleibt einem nichts anders übrig als immer und immer wieder aufzustehen, um so bloß nicht seinen eigenen Weg aus den Augen zu verlieren. Sonst reißt es einen nieder und droht einen gnadenlos in den Tod zu stürzen. Ich versuche gegen diesen finsteren Strom zu schwimmen, versuche mich gegen diese hässlichen Tatsachen zu stellen, denn Gott , ja ich habe einen Traum und diesen will ich auch noch irgendwann mal leben. Immerhin schreibe ich schon lange genug und es sollte auch mal fertig werden. XD Doch nach einem Tag wie diesen denkt man sich … „hat das alles einen Sinn?“ *schultern zuck*

Ich weiß nur eines, mein Herz mag noch weinen, ja es mag noch schreien und Schmerzen haben. Doch nur ich alleine kann mich aus diesem Mist hier rausziehen !!! Und Gott verdammt, das und genau das werde ich auch tun. Das ist nun mal der Weg den ich gehen mag. Ich würde sterben für mein Buch und noch mehr dafür kämpfen!
Und wer sagte schon, dass es einfach wird.
Das nächste Mal passe ich besser auf was ich sage. XD Denn dass einem das selbst passiert geht schneller als man schauen kann. XDD
Bis morgen. =) deine Kiri (Chibi)

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So I try to tell you in a better English what I learn today. I told someone that he should not fall into a Person who is always out of reach. But sometimes we say Things and don´t turn keep us at our one Word´s >.<. It´s so funny because I didn´t know this Person. -.- I´ve try to stay away from those Feelings. -.- But there is no Chance XD. I try to fight against there. XD Because I never want to be like other Humans. People that live in her Dreams. Yes I have a Dream but that lays only in my Hands if he becomes truly in the Future or not. My Heart hurts and cry but I don´t want to lay here! Live isn´t a Disney Movie that will all end´s with an happy End. Live it´s the attempt to not loose Ourselves. So I´ll be back on my Feed´s ! I want to try it. I´ll go this hard Way of Live. I want to fight against the ugly Facts. I write for so many Years ago and I think my Story has deserves a wonderful Ending. God not XD I mean … oh no … XD the Words become to an end. XD
Yes I´ll fly so I have to work for my wish my dream my heart. And witch People say that this Way become easy ? XD Nobody. I want this World make to a better Place for every kind of us. I want to move something. Now that’s where my Heart goes to Day. I have learn that we can´t have all these Thing that we wish us so much. But there are Wishes in our Hands and those ones can be come True if we worked for they. Oh, and I learn to make sure what I say. XD *lol* I hope you understand me. ^^

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Ich sehe genau was du tust. ~Gast~

To live is not always easy. Someone makes many mistakes as I did. I often run up against a wall and just because I can not see past through my thick head. Therefore, it is difficult for me to deal with people. All the black irony is that I can put myself in other People very well. But it is difficult for me to handle. Although many do not like me. But I'm not going to run away or give up my dream! Never! I'm no longer afraid before my life. I'll go my Way. If I fall down I just stand up and move on! Because to help this World there is only this one Chance and I'll take this. If Nobody start's who make it then?

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BeitragThema: Re: Kiri´s (Chibi´s) Tagebuch.    Mi 19 Okt 2011, 08:04

What I learned Today is that wisdom is not a virtue of age.

There are so many old People who think they know everything about the Live. Ok have experienced much. But that isn‘t a warranty that they know anything. Also, older people have to learn too like young humans.
I said if you want to understand I have to experienced such a situation and the life it offers some. I have so much see and experienced in my young Live but no everybody experienced the same like me. Because some live a carefree Live and others an arduous life. Added that not everyone learn from the dark times of his life story. To gather knowledge situations not exactly easy to master. You also have to want it ! You have to want leran. In the beginning I thought that it all just bad was. I thought my life. Until I began to write and suddenly I could see through the eyes of a child. Only then did I understand that everything has a meaning somewhere. Even if only to learn from the bad times. Today I can give my knowledge in my face. And with the help of Sarah and the other I hope I can open the hearts of others may. To help others thus their hope not dies. In order to give them new courage. So maybe this world will be a little bit friendlier. That is the reason why I want to learn. I never said that everything that I say is right. I only let my Heart speak.

One of my best Friends is 34 Years old and sometimes she learns form me. Age does not matter. In every age you can learn. Like this morning I made a Tea and stowed the Sugar in the fridge. A few Mintues later I want a second cup of tea. I need the Sugar and searched for the sugar. Annoyed I left the kitchen. <.<
I forget where it was. I was going crazy. It was time for breakfast. I opened the fridge and … there was my Sugar. But second cup of tea was already empty. So you see even in young years you forget things sometimes. You can learn in Age and you can forget in young Years.




Ich sehe genau was du tust. ~Gast~

To live is not always easy. Someone makes many mistakes as I did. I often run up against a wall and just because I can not see past through my thick head. Therefore, it is difficult for me to deal with people. All the black irony is that I can put myself in other People very well. But it is difficult for me to handle. Although many do not like me. But I'm not going to run away or give up my dream! Never! I'm no longer afraid before my life. I'll go my Way. If I fall down I just stand up and move on! Because to help this World there is only this one Chance and I'll take this. If Nobody start's who make it then?

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BeitragThema: Re: Kiri´s (Chibi´s) Tagebuch.    Do 20 Okt 2011, 08:09

What I learned today is my Live came up with the sarcasm. It has a wicked sense of humor. Yes, it thinks it is so funny.

This morning I woke up and went after a few Minutes to work with Day. I put on my inliner (skates) and drove off. Day was still in the dress of their skaters. I looked over my Shulder back to her. Suddenly she called; „watch out.“ I did not see the car but I stoped in time thanks to my best friend. She got up, smirked and drove next to me. She said; „ If I weren't here then you were lost.“ In this Moment she had forgotten that she couldn‘t brake properly and drove me down. As we lay on the ground I grinned back and said; „ Yes and when I wouldn‘t be you would never lie so soft.“ :böse: Times goes on so we went to work.

After the Work I wanted to buy two pieces of cake. Because we love Cake. <3 I was lucky enough to cash it. Juast as I left the bakery I heard a familiar voice. A few minutes later I literally stuck on the window. The two bits of cake in my right hand. My hand was in front of me and so were the two piece of cake flat as I was. It was day who pressed me against the window. Because she can‘t really brake. My best friend smiled mischievous and with quieter voice she ask; „what do you want to buy?“ I told her that I had already bought what I wanted. She saied; „What? I do not see it.“ My response; „clear, because the two pieces of cake stuck together with me on the window.“ =\'(

But she invited me to eat then in the evening as reparation. =) So I went into the bathroom to take a bath. I set the water temperature (nici warm) zzz , and left the room again. But when I got in the tub I was shocked. Because the warm water was empty. I live in a very old house. (50 years)
Well even shit happens. Now I have to go because we still want to watch a movie. There is really nothing who can go wrong, I hope *wisper*




Ich sehe genau was du tust. ~Gast~

To live is not always easy. Someone makes many mistakes as I did. I often run up against a wall and just because I can not see past through my thick head. Therefore, it is difficult for me to deal with people. All the black irony is that I can put myself in other People very well. But it is difficult for me to handle. Although many do not like me. But I'm not going to run away or give up my dream! Never! I'm no longer afraid before my life. I'll go my Way. If I fall down I just stand up and move on! Because to help this World there is only this one Chance and I'll take this. If Nobody start's who make it then?

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BeitragThema: Re: Kiri´s (Chibi´s) Tagebuch.    Fr 21 Okt 2011, 08:17

What I learned today is that sleep is worth gold.

This month there is much work and I have not enough Time to sleep or to write. =(
But Sleep is so important. You need him to come to rest inside. And isn‘t there enough so you will be confused inside like a whirlwind.
Now there are already 3 weeks where I was sleeping 2 hours max. Because I have to work every single Day. -.- At the beginning it was ok. But now feel how my mood changes. I can't concentrate anymore. I have a headache duration and I go quickly to the ceiling. If I have time to sleep … I find it difficult to fall asleep. It is the hell. I want to write.
But for that I need rest. I could cry…. *from the sock fall*

Because today I get back the first few pages of my beloved book and the Woman how read it was excited and wants to see more. *About this I'm so lucky* Hahahahaha

Next weekend I have free. Wow, the first Days where I get free. So I will write in this Time. Yes, even without Word that has been lost after the system formatting.
There was a Trojan he destroyed my system. So I have done what I have to do. The whole system deleted and new installed. Since this Day I missing word. But I have enough Books to write. Later I‘ll transferred to my laptop.
Sry deviated from the topic. Hups

Now I have to look that I'm back to sleeping more. Sry for my bad English. Hups >> headache <<
Now I'll go to take a nice warm bath <33333




Ich sehe genau was du tust. ~Gast~

To live is not always easy. Someone makes many mistakes as I did. I often run up against a wall and just because I can not see past through my thick head. Therefore, it is difficult for me to deal with people. All the black irony is that I can put myself in other People very well. But it is difficult for me to handle. Although many do not like me. But I'm not going to run away or give up my dream! Never! I'm no longer afraid before my life. I'll go my Way. If I fall down I just stand up and move on! Because to help this World there is only this one Chance and I'll take this. If Nobody start's who make it then?

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BeitragThema: Re: Kiri´s (Chibi´s) Tagebuch.    Sa 22 Okt 2011, 07:04

What i learned, no see Today. There are so many faceless people in this World. I mean human that think about nothing. People that haven't Dreams or her own opinion. 
They like everything that her Star like.  They say yes and amen to everything who loves their Star. They have the same Hobbys, want to wear the same clothing, eat the same drink the same. Those People copy the Stars that they like. If you want to know how this person is you should google a personal description from her Favorite Star. Or better this Person that they purport to be. I mean the Stars with the last rate. 

I ask me all over the Time have they Lost their own selves? Or did they never had One? I like stitsch maybe I should paint myself blue now. Also 
maybe I should learn to crawl on the ceiling. Although this will be difficult but hey nothing is impossible. 

It's ok when you like or Love your Stars but remain yourself and not the Person you didn't know how she really are. Because all that you see is only a actor role. A Charakter that will never live in our world who isn't really there. 


To be continued tomorrow ... now I want to go sleep. I'm dead x.x dead ist was a  hard Day




Ich sehe genau was du tust. ~Gast~

To live is not always easy. Someone makes many mistakes as I did. I often run up against a wall and just because I can not see past through my thick head. Therefore, it is difficult for me to deal with people. All the black irony is that I can put myself in other People very well. But it is difficult for me to handle. Although many do not like me. But I'm not going to run away or give up my dream! Never! I'm no longer afraid before my life. I'll go my Way. If I fall down I just stand up and move on! Because to help this World there is only this one Chance and I'll take this. If Nobody start's who make it then?

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BeitragThema: Re: Kiri´s (Chibi´s) Tagebuch.    So 23 Okt 2011, 09:40

What I learned Today. Is stand always to yourself. Believe in your Dreams in your talent. And Never let your courage go. Because if you lose your courage your Heart will die. 
So believe in yourselves !!! Nothing is impossible if you really want! 
Get safety advice is ok but hold
Hold on to all the Things that you have. That you Know, that you've leraned. 
Because every Way of Live is different and even all the opinions in this World. 
I think that everyone has a right to his own opinion. And everyone has a right to say his own opinion. Which Way you take or if you change something at this  path at the end is only your decision. 
I have to admit my truth feeling at this Moment. I'm afraid. I want protect this charming person in america. My Heart screamed all over the Day and there is nothing I can do. I am fully up to the top. x.x It was much too much. I'm so tired. I have to sleep now. Good Night @ everyone and Never give up. But please without violence.
Hups




Ich sehe genau was du tust. ~Gast~

To live is not always easy. Someone makes many mistakes as I did. I often run up against a wall and just because I can not see past through my thick head. Therefore, it is difficult for me to deal with people. All the black irony is that I can put myself in other People very well. But it is difficult for me to handle. Although many do not like me. But I'm not going to run away or give up my dream! Never! I'm no longer afraid before my life. I'll go my Way. If I fall down I just stand up and move on! Because to help this World there is only this one Chance and I'll take this. If Nobody start's who make it then?

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BeitragThema: Re: Kiri´s (Chibi´s) Tagebuch.    Mo 24 Okt 2011, 08:39

What I learned today is you're powerless against love. You can try to hide, you can try to flee, you can climb on the highest tree but she will follow you. Always and at any time. She is always there unseen and invisible but you feel that she is there. Sometimes you think about the Person that you love. You begin to smile and don’t know why. Sometimes you cry when you think about this Person of your Heart. Sometimes you want to hug the whole world and sometimes you want that no one sees you. She whirls around your feelings, throws you completely off track. She is so wonderful. But on some Days she can be very painful. Love gives you wings and breaks them when she goes. It‘s the normal Way of Live.

But if you hide before the love. She will force you to come out !!! Because I‘ve try it but … that was the hardest Fight that I ever had. The love is so stubborn. Stubborn as I‘m. was soll den das ?
I did not want to fall in love again. After my last relationship I was died deep inside of me. Such pain can‘t grasp in words. Because it is so deep and so big that any word alone can‘t grab after him. I have not noticed that I‘m falling in love again. At least I never want believe in this new Love. I try to look away, try to fight against my feelings and even try to hide.
I did not want to admit that I‘ve lost my Heart again. Because it can hurt so much. And if I‘m honest I have great fear to be hurt so deep again.

Yes, I'm a little frightened hare. Hups
Because I know both the sides of love. From the right love.

Normally I follow my heart but sometimes it runs up against a wall. dead
But I know that I will lose the fight again and again. So it‘s better to give up and come out in the Light. Because Love is so strong and one of the most wonderful things of the world. If she is not the most valuable that we have. Even if this love is prohibited she find a Way. She will always find a Way. Only your Heart decides which Person you love. Whether a woman or a man does not matter. Each pair is unique on its own Way. There are so many faces of love whether women and women or man and man or man and woman each of them is beautiful. And everyone should be allowed to love whom they loves. I think it‘s unfair to say you have to love this one or this one. Because everyone of us is different. We all have a different personalitys. One like this and a other one this and everyone should may to go his own Way. No one should prescribe whom you may love and who not

The love is a stubborn,free donkey, but one that I like so much. hehehe




Ich sehe genau was du tust. ~Gast~

To live is not always easy. Someone makes many mistakes as I did. I often run up against a wall and just because I can not see past through my thick head. Therefore, it is difficult for me to deal with people. All the black irony is that I can put myself in other People very well. But it is difficult for me to handle. Although many do not like me. But I'm not going to run away or give up my dream! Never! I'm no longer afraid before my life. I'll go my Way. If I fall down I just stand up and move on! Because to help this World there is only this one Chance and I'll take this. If Nobody start's who make it then?

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BeitragThema: Re: Kiri´s (Chibi´s) Tagebuch.    Di 25 Okt 2011, 07:23

What I learned Today  is the government of Germany is unfair!!!

They help other  countries but they don't help their own people! Whf , WHAT SHALL THAT?! There are so many People who work so hard and yet their money nevertheless not sufficient to live. Someone have 
three jobs and it's not enough. T.T

Someone have Nothing and live on the Street. I think it's so unfair. Nobody help those People, no 
the government rather helps people from other countries!!!  :böse:
I think they should help their own People first!!! Because when the macro is happy  is the country going well. you can help others later when the human can live in their own Country without sorrows!!! 

Live in this Country isn't nice for German People ! I have nothing against the other Countrys on this World. On the contrary!!! I Love  
San Francisco and this Townis in the USA. I love the Caribbean. I like so many Places on the World. But that german People can't survive in their own country is really bad and 
somehow genuinely poor! But I think we aren't alone. Perhaps  other Countries have other problems. 

Never give up, People!
Peache




Ich sehe genau was du tust. ~Gast~

To live is not always easy. Someone makes many mistakes as I did. I often run up against a wall and just because I can not see past through my thick head. Therefore, it is difficult for me to deal with people. All the black irony is that I can put myself in other People very well. But it is difficult for me to handle. Although many do not like me. But I'm not going to run away or give up my dream! Never! I'm no longer afraid before my life. I'll go my Way. If I fall down I just stand up and move on! Because to help this World there is only this one Chance and I'll take this. If Nobody start's who make it then?

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BeitragThema: Re: Kiri´s (Chibi´s) Tagebuch.    Mi 26 Okt 2011, 08:03

What I learned Today is dream on the Way is so inconvenient. 
Day asked me after salt and I gave her the sugar. I think about  a scene from my story. Day listened to my Words and  poured the sugar into the soup. That tasted funny. 
Yeah, I'm a Little Dreamer Sonstiges. Hups Poor Day. 
Sometimes it's dangerous. There was a Day, no I mean the Day not my Day. XD (with my last rate.) XP

Since there was a Day where I forgot which Way the right Way was to follow back Home. I  walked with kira (She was my First Dog, 13 Years old. Before Berry came.)
It was a strange Day. The leaves fell from the trees and Silence was in the Air. We were alone deep in the Forest. I like such strange Days because its like walking in a big 
mysterious dream. I love this mysterious silence in the air. To stand in the midst of such a picturesque backdrop and let my Fantasy fly. 
It is simply indescribably beautiful if my world mixes with the world in which I live. Sometimes I walk 
through the forest without looking at the way. Hups Because first I write and walk at the same Time. 
On this day I was undoing. 
We wandered through the Forest. Hour for Hour. As I was finished with the scene I looked around. 
But I don't knew where we had to walk along. I looked to Kira and 
confessed to her that I have no idea where we were. I asked her; "Did you know the Way?" She looked up to me ... and I said;  "So bring us Home, Kira."  
She started to run and I followed her. 
She brought us home. I was so lucky. Today I'm still grateful to her. Dreaming is nice, I know but Sometimes you should be there where you are. ;) 




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To live is not always easy. Someone makes many mistakes as I did. I often run up against a wall and just because I can not see past through my thick head. Therefore, it is difficult for me to deal with people. All the black irony is that I can put myself in other People very well. But it is difficult for me to handle. Although many do not like me. But I'm not going to run away or give up my dream! Never! I'm no longer afraid before my life. I'll go my Way. If I fall down I just stand up and move on! Because to help this World there is only this one Chance and I'll take this. If Nobody start's who make it then?

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BeitragThema: Re: Kiri´s (Chibi´s) Tagebuch.    Do 27 Okt 2011, 07:49

What I learned Today is hail can be deadly and  flying eggs dangerous. The 
Today was a a quiet day. I was at Home and want to eat two Eggs. I take them from the refrigerator and put them next to the Pan. As my smartphone rang. It was cin. She ask me because of Tomorrow. In the meantime crept Day purely. 
I did not notice that. The only thing that I noticed was the noise it came from the Kitchen. I don't know who this Person in this Room was. So I grabbed the shoe horn and went into the Kitchen. Day was shocked. She grabbed one of the eggs and 
threw it to me. But they did not hit me. I looked like a a surprising Frog. I ask her; "That's it? you throw only one egg if someone else attacks you?" She answered; "
and you prefer the shoe horn ?" Day 
grinned mockingly. I gived her back. ;" ok, it's not the Best but I still have my Shoe horn." She;" I have ones more." And Day threw the second one to me. But she didn't hit me again. Instead of me she hit my (no our) curious sister on the head. XD poor Day. XD 

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To live is not always easy. Someone makes many mistakes as I did. I often run up against a wall and just because I can not see past through my thick head. Therefore, it is difficult for me to deal with people. All the black irony is that I can put myself in other People very well. But it is difficult for me to handle. Although many do not like me. But I'm not going to run away or give up my dream! Never! I'm no longer afraid before my life. I'll go my Way. If I fall down I just stand up and move on! Because to help this World there is only this one Chance and I'll take this. If Nobody start's who make it then?

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BeitragThema: Re: Kiri´s (Chibi´s) Tagebuch.    Fr 28 Okt 2011, 06:50

What I learned Today is a Smile of a Child is more than every Party. I decided to remain by my second best  Friend in this World and her and daughter instead of making party. Because I can still do Party
every Time. But Lea is only once so small. (1,5 Years old) And I like this little Girl and she likes me. ^u^ It is amazing no matter how bad I feel
when Lea  smiles I feel better at the same Moment. 
Yes I decided correctly. Sry Elli, Brini and Sindy. Hups But I have to follow my Heart. You know I know Lea since she was born. =) And she is my little Supergirl.






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BeitragThema: Re: Kiri´s (Chibi´s) Tagebuch.    Sa 29 Okt 2011, 07:15

What I learned Today is I'm a Book 
with seven seals!!!! So bad. T.T -.-*
I don't know why but I feel that I'm not complete. It's so absurd because I think all over the Time that I'm a strong young Woman. But now I'm not so sure. What is wrong with me?Why I feel so alone Although I am not alone? I don't understand myself. Because I have everything that I need. But it seems to be that I missing something. But WHAT? Ah! I hate it to cry when I smile. This  Feeling is so bad. Because it hurts. >.< Sometimes I'm like a unseen Secret. It's so strange to do not knowing what is wrong with me. But ok shit happens. Someday the Time will bring me the Answer. So I wached The Simpsons marathon l together with Cin. I love the Simpsons. Yes I'm a Lisafan. XD And Cin is a Meggifan and Day a Bartfan. XD Now I know what is missing. Homer and Marge. XD Have a nici Evening. 




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BeitragThema: Re: Kiri´s (Chibi´s) Tagebuch.    So 30 Okt 2011, 10:47

What I learned Today … first I don‘t like dried meat. x.x No, no, no not really. Cin like it but I‘m not. XD It‘s like Chips with extreme meat flavor. Nothing for me.

Second I‘m very slow. Don‘t draw with you Pc when youre tired. Believe me you'll see no pixels anymore. X.x But ok I‘m proud of my Avatar on Halloween. It‘s not from the Movi „The Avatar“ even when it looks like. But that’s Chibiusa as Stitsch. Hups My RPG Character and one of my favorite Stars. Ok, after two Hours I‘m too tired to continue drawing so she just got only a head.
And I found a new Song. It‘s old yes. I live behind the Moon. -.-*
But it‘s really nici. ^^ I‘ll show you this Song. >>> later.

In Cins Town there was hustle today. Luckily we were not there. *is pleased about this* Lala So many people, cameras and the radio. Oh heaven !!! Nothing for me !
I‘d rather stay in the small circle. At Home with your Friends, for example.

I realized once again how important it is the important things in life to hold. My Friends (my family) Ok that was all for today. Sry I‘m tried because Lea is ill and she cried the whole night. Cin and my Person we are finished for this Day. X.x It is not easy to educate a child. So I draw my hat to Cin and to all mothers of this World. Your Job isn‘t easy. RESPECT.

Oh the Song that I want to show is here.





Ich sehe genau was du tust. ~Gast~

To live is not always easy. Someone makes many mistakes as I did. I often run up against a wall and just because I can not see past through my thick head. Therefore, it is difficult for me to deal with people. All the black irony is that I can put myself in other People very well. But it is difficult for me to handle. Although many do not like me. But I'm not going to run away or give up my dream! Never! I'm no longer afraid before my life. I'll go my Way. If I fall down I just stand up and move on! Because to help this World there is only this one Chance and I'll take this. If Nobody start's who make it then?

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BeitragThema: Re: Kiri´s (Chibi´s) Tagebuch.    Mo 31 Okt 2011, 05:52

What I learned Today is living together with other People means sometimes that you have to change your perspective. Even if you don‘t want it for the first Time. Sometimes that‘s hard because you have to decide what Things are really important for you and which are not important. Sometimes such little Things can lead a relationship silent and unseen to the End. Sometimes you discover through these small Things completely new Pages from your Friends. Perhaps pages that bring you closer. Living together means to find compromises but also to represent your views. I admit I am a stubborn Person and the People that have to do with me have often not easy to handle myself. Day is a very loving Person who understands to change my mind on her own softly Way and when she is there the Sun shines, even in the Rain.
Cin is a very structured Person she understand it to bring order into our Chaos. She is very intelligent and rarely loses the version. This two Persons are like my Sisters and I would give Everything for them. Even my Live if I have to do that.

Brini is crazy but on a lovely Way. (Sometimes I‘m crazy too.) With her there is always something to laugh. Sindy is very confident and knows what she wants. She go her own Way all the Time.
We are all so different. But we have found a way yet to live all together. Sometimes I have to put my horns off and simply rely on the Others. It‘s hard for me to trust in a other One. But they are my real Friends and so I have to learn it. Day have to learn to keep a Eye on her big Heart. To learn that Everybody has Errors and to don‘t look away from these. We Day, Cin and I have all together to learned to drop our facades and show us the other Side of ourselves. I mean that‘s ok to cry sometimes. Sometimes it‘s ok to follow the Others and that not on your own Way. And Sometimes it‘s ok to say godbye and go.
Sometimes you have to jump over your big Shadow. Even if it‘s hard. But try it and you will see Something will be simple and understandable.


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BeitragThema: Re: Kiri´s (Chibi´s) Tagebuch.    Di 01 Nov 2011, 08:56

What I learned today is hm, want to try to write in English…

Hm, *short think about* Yeah, I call it "fear when nightmares come true" … XD

My name is Lea Melrain and the Story which I want to tell you is a true Story. It all started in this one Night. I have often had nightmares, but these I would not forget for the rest of my Live. Because sometimes they can become a bitter part of Reality.
A thick fog lay on the streets when I was on my way back home. It was cold and dark and the Time ran away before my Eyes. I was late so I had to hurry up.
Again I felt this strange fear deep inside of me. I didn‘t know where this Feeling came, but I thought all over the Time that Someone haunted me. Again and again I turned around but there was Nobody who followed my Trail. One Thing was clear to me. I had to leave this Place as fast as I could. Driven by the Fear inside of me I stared to drove faster. But somehow it felt as I would remain at this scary Place. Because of the fog I could not recognize the path directly before my Eyes. The Beat of the clock pounding in my Head and the cold Fear coursed my Blood through my veins. It was a weird Night and the Way back seemed to be endless. As the Feeling of being persecuted triggered in me a true avalanche of terror. Suddenly there it was again this delicate Voice. It was the low Voice of a Child. I turned around again. But I could not believe what I saw then. My Eyes were bigger and my heart stopped for a few Seconds. „Why are you here?“ I whispered shackled by the chains of shock into the shallow Wind. "This can not be ... you're not real."

Sry written with my Handy ( Mobilephone) Therefore, it is so short.
I know it's not perfect but even it is only a try. In english.

Tomorrow there's more. ;)




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BeitragThema: Re: Kiri´s (Chibi´s) Tagebuch.    Mi 02 Nov 2011, 09:05

What I learned today is know now why I felt so bad in recent Times.

That was a Time in which a part of me was trying to say goodbye. Sometimes you have to forget. Although it is difficult. But if you do not try will this unboxed Wish make a Monster out of you. For a long Time Someone told me. Roses have thorns but because of her beauty we can not stay away from them. Even if we know this contact can be painful. But nevertheless, we resort after this beguiling Beauty. And why ? Oh, in Truth we all think about ourselves at the first Moment. Especially if you love. Or think that you love Someone. That is so absurd and yet we act. Today I saw the misunderstood "Monster" deep inside of me. I saw whats happen when you half firmly and not let go. I know it‘s so fucking hard. But that‘s the Live Unfortunately, even if it hurts so much. And I don‘t want to be like this disturbed person deep inside of my bleeding Heart. I do not want that petrified my heart. This Word‘s with the Rose are from a Woman who lived 1729 in a small Village. Her Name was Louisa. I know her pain because I could feel it today. I know her despair. Now I still cry. It sounds strange but I learned sometimes from my own Charakters. Yeah, you can think that I‘m crazy. So, please do not let what you can. Because you never saw through these brocken Eyes, felt with her screaming Heart so you can‘t feel what I felt Today all her pain and all her fury. Her agonized Heart that‘s never got a Chance. So alone and so fragile. If I see her lost Face every time my heart dies with her owns again and again. And that‘s so hard. So fucking hard. Because the Pain is so big and there is no Way out of them. I'm so lucky that I never have to live her life. Even not realy. So thanks to her, I have learned that I have to forget Sometimes a few Wishes before I follow her track.

Once there will be a Day, where you will understand me. No not me Louisa and the Others. A Day where you can feel all her Pain. Perhaps you will understand these fragile person as I could. Because I‘ll bring you her History and the History of all other Lives in my Heart. Today I died again and I know that there are few People maybe Nobody how understand my Words. But that‘s not bad. It‘s ok.

Sry I cry and cry I wish I could help Louisa but I can‘t. Even not yet.





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BeitragThema: Re: Kiri´s (Chibi´s) Tagebuch.    Do 03 Nov 2011, 07:52

What I learned Today is that we all search after the meaning of Life. Well I found it. It‘s a simple Thing and actually everybody knows it. I thought. I think they are three Reasons that we have to Live. First the simple Reason of Live. Second our own Reasons to Live. Because not Everyone want‘s to stay here for the First Reason only.
The First Reason is our way to maintain. So children to testify. As is also the task of other life forms. But not Everyone want‘s to have a Child or can. So there is the Reason Number two. Your own Reason. Perhaps there is Someone for whom you live. Because Someone that you love more than Words can say.

Or you Live for a Dream that you have. It is important that you never give up your targets. Never and for Anyone. Because when you let them go, you will have no more Reason to stay longer on this World. No Reason to Live. I know how this Feeling is. To Live without any Reason any Meaning. At that time I wanted to live any more.
Because I thought that my death is not bad. That no one would miss me. So I tried to die. I wanted to follow my dead Dream. Until few Days later there stumbled a new ground in my life. A wonderful Person because I wanted to live on. But after some time I lost it too. Again there was no Reason to life this Live. I thought. It is hard to live when the Pain kills your Heart and your Soul deep inside of yourself. It felt like being an empty shell. It is located between many People and but you still feel alone deep inside. You could say I've had everything and lost everything that I love and that broke myself. schon fast am heulen

The Reason why I'm still here. Is special. There was always someone who believed in me. But I couldn‘t see that. Because I was blind. The Reason found me at a cold Day half dead on the Cemetery. This Ground are my best Friends. They give me strength to carry on. They brought my lovely Dream back to me. They saved my Live. That is the Reason why I would sacrifice my life for them every Time. The whole time I had not seen my good luck. Although it was there all the time. True Friends are one of the important Things in this World. Because they are unique and invaluable and I love them. Everyone of them.

I know it‘s hard to find right Friends. But Sometimes you have enough Luck to found Someone. And if you found them then adapts well to these People. Cars, Houses and so on can be replaced. But these People can not be replaced. So keep a Eye on them.
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BeitragThema: Re: Kiri´s (Chibi´s) Tagebuch.    Fr 04 Nov 2011, 08:42

What I learned Today is … Life is not a big Game. Anyone who think so has probably no plan about Life.
Alone this rate phrase suggests that this Person is superficial !!!
Because it isn‘t always funny, exciting or easy !!! If Life were a Game you would know any bad Situations assuredly. Because you could just rewind Everything and start again. But this is impossible. A short question. If you can what would you Change in your Live? I can tell you so many Things. First I want my Mom back and then Berry. If I could I would show such superficial People the other Side of Life. The hard Way and not the easy Way ! Such People are so annoying !! And It‘s bad to see that they show us a face with blank Eyes. And the worst is that we trust in this bizarre, nice Mask.
I don‘t want to know her real scary face. No thank you. Because if you understand the empty message in these Words you will know enough about this People.

Back to the Topic.
If our Live where just a Game … why are there so many People so bad ? Do these People somewhat overlooked in the instructions of the Game ?
And where are the Rules of the Game ? Who calls us the right Way ? And how you hit on break? Because I could need a Break, really. If it is so easy why do so many People die by their own Hand ? Maybe they got the wrong instructions ? Oh, and then what is the true profit in life? Are there some Cheats ? If you say yes. How much does they cost ? And tell me, please what are the important Things in this scary, covered poorly
Game?

It is always easy to say such waste if you always stand in the Light of the Sun and never knows the Shadow ! So please before you say such bullshit, shut up !!! Life is more as a simple Game … it is like an examination with only one Chance to pass this. Like a Maze with so many Ways to decide.
Because you couldn’t hit on „Break“ if you want or need it. You can‘t rewind Situations. People who dies are dead and never come back ! If you go … there will be never a second Chance to your audit. If you stop you're out !!! And there is no Profit at the end of Test. Because you have to find it in the Test ! There is no one who shows you the right Way. Except your own Heart. Because there are so many Ways and every one brings you to a other Path. I could talk about the definition of Life the whole Night. But I want to go bathe. Hups

Life is always bigger than a simple Game. And to say Life should be one of them is just stupid. But whatever … these People do not think about. Or read some Scipts like this one. So … it‘s their Life and their stupidity.

Sry, but such People annoy me to death. ò.o and the worst is still that so many want to be like these People. Poor Children of this World. oh je




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BeitragThema: Re: Kiri´s (Chibi´s) Tagebuch.    Sa 05 Nov 2011, 11:28

What I learned Today is ... put no time into unimportant Things !!! Because That's your Time and there are so many Things to do. It's it is a waste of time to try Change some opinions. If People don't want it or need it. We Cin, Sarah, Frank and I played Tetris and it was hard. But Cin and I we did it. ;) Now it's late and Frank fall into Sleep. But He don't want to go to bed. So he has his own Head like so much other People. No matter, let them live their Lifes. Sometimes it's the Best you can do. ;) Sry it's Late and we have a last Long Match today. So Let's Play!!! 

Sry That's so Short Today but it's Weekend and that means meet Friends and have Fun! Hups Good Night @ all





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BeitragThema: Re: Kiri´s (Chibi´s) Tagebuch.    So 06 Nov 2011, 10:46

What I learned Today ... is listen with your Heart and you'll understand. 

For a long Time ago there was a small lion who lived a happy Life. Because Everyone was  friendly to him.  If he had a wish it did not long usually and the little Lion got what he. Because he was the Prince of the animals. He thought that his Heart has Everything to being happy. 

But there came a Day where everything changed.Because deep Inside the little Lion felt alone. He didn't know where this Feeling came. But he cryed every single Night. There were so many animals but there was no One who liked the little Prince for himself. No one who loved him for his own Way. So the Lion decided to leave his Home. At a starry Night he slipped on a hill. His sad-looking was the full moon. With low Voice he asked the king of the Night whether he could give the little Prince Someone who loved him for his own Way.  The Moon smiled and said; " I want to give you what you wish. Someone who really loves you." The little Lion was happy. He smiled like a small happy shining Star. He couldn't believe that his Wish comes True. "But Someday I come back to you. If I'm back you have give to me the most valuable that you have.
." The Moon said. The little Lion agreed. A few Minutes later there was a a noise that the young prince did not know. He followed the Noise and was shocked. There was an animal that he had never seen  before. It had small pointed ears. A a petite nose and bright blue eyes. Suddenly his little Heart felt strange warm and full of happiness as he looked at the 
foreign animal. 

The little Dog looked up. There was a  
strange odor. It was the little Lion. The little Dog was afraid but he don't shows it. Because there was Something , Something deep inside of the litte Dog that said. "Don't run away."
The little Lion slowly approached the dog. At the first Time there was silence between the two Animals. Too great was the surprise.

But as the Day came the two fell into a big conversation. Because there were so many Quastions. The young Prince

Sry tomorrow some more. Stupid phone. Half away from the text. -.-*




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To live is not always easy. Someone makes many mistakes as I did. I often run up against a wall and just because I can not see past through my thick head. Therefore, it is difficult for me to deal with people. All the black irony is that I can put myself in other People very well. But it is difficult for me to handle. Although many do not like me. But I'm not going to run away or give up my dream! Never! I'm no longer afraid before my life. I'll go my Way. If I fall down I just stand up and move on! Because to help this World there is only this one Chance and I'll take this. If Nobody start's who make it then?

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BeitragThema: Re: Kiri´s (Chibi´s) Tagebuch.    Mo 07 Nov 2011, 07:14

What I learned Today Part 2.

Sry again my Mobilephone ~ Handy =\'(

... The Time went slowly into the Land and the young prince fell in love with his new girlfriend. She loved him so as he was. It followed many months of Happiness. Before the leaf should turn around. Suddenly the Night came quietly and the demanded Moon takes it‘s toll. He ordered the little Lion with his girlfriend back to the small Hill. „Now my little friend the time has come. What was your's will now be mine.“ The little lion watching his Girlfriend. Only then was the young prince clear what the most important in his life was. The young Lion begged the Moon. But it was too late because of the lifeless Body of his Girlfriend lay already next to him on the Ground. Stunned, the broken Lion stayed beside her. When the Moon looked into the sad eyes of the young Prince his Heart was heavy. He draw the Image of the little dog into the Sky. „Forgive me but I can‘t breake our agreement. But now you'll be able to see her every Night. See, she is living by the Stars now.“ Quietly left the Moon, the sad little Lion alone.

The young Prince lay down on the small Hill. His Eyes always fixed on the Sky he waited Hour by Hour every single Night for his Girlfriend. He hoped that she would return one Night. The little Lion ate nothing more. Drank nothing more. So passed several Months of weeping and Pain. One Night the young Lion was so exhausted that he fell asleep on the small Hill. He still waited for his Girlfriend. The Moon had watched the young Prince all over the Time. He was compassionate and took the little Lion up to the Stars next to the little Dog. So that the Pair could now no longer separated. Together forever, even today. When the wind rustles through the Trees, when the Moon begins to Smile then looks up at the Stars because there are the little Dog and the little Lion.

The legend of the little lion. Written by Kiara/ Chibiusa/me XD

I hope your Hearts are open und you understand the Message.




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To live is not always easy. Someone makes many mistakes as I did. I often run up against a wall and just because I can not see past through my thick head. Therefore, it is difficult for me to deal with people. All the black irony is that I can put myself in other People very well. But it is difficult for me to handle. Although many do not like me. But I'm not going to run away or give up my dream! Never! I'm no longer afraid before my life. I'll go my Way. If I fall down I just stand up and move on! Because to help this World there is only this one Chance and I'll take this. If Nobody start's who make it then?

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BeitragThema: Re: Kiri´s (Chibi´s) Tagebuch.    Di 08 Nov 2011, 09:53

What I learned Today is … you do not need much to be happy. But sometimes I forget it. If that's the Case. I leave to revive fond Memories. I remember the last Year. It was Summer and Day, Berry and I were every Day at the Lake. It was such a nice Time. We ran barefoot through the Grass down to the Lake. Just we needed no shoes. We took only the bare minimum with us. A few towels, our bathing Suits Sunscreen, something to drink and Berry‘s little Delicacies. XD I can‘t forget them. XD
We have made ??every night a bonfire. Curled up in the long towels it was so cozy. Berry was often with his head on my Lap. We enjoyed listening to Day's singing. Directly on the lake. Sometimes we even slept there. Of course, not on a public Beach.

There is a small area on the Beach on which stands an old bath house from the 17th - 18th century. This area is fenced. Only a handful of People know how to come into it. Of course with no Key. Hups embarrassed cough *

The trail leads you through a small wooded area. I'll take a picture of this Place in the near future. But first I want to show you Kira my first best Friend on four legs. ^^

It was also at the Lake. It took some Time. Sry but I remember to all the good Times at the Moment and that was one of the Best I ever had.


~~ In memory of a very good friend kira ~~





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To live is not always easy. Someone makes many mistakes as I did. I often run up against a wall and just because I can not see past through my thick head. Therefore, it is difficult for me to deal with people. All the black irony is that I can put myself in other People very well. But it is difficult for me to handle. Although many do not like me. But I'm not going to run away or give up my dream! Never! I'm no longer afraid before my life. I'll go my Way. If I fall down I just stand up and move on! Because to help this World there is only this one Chance and I'll take this. If Nobody start's who make it then?

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BeitragThema: Re: Kiri´s (Chibi´s) Tagebuch.    Mi 09 Nov 2011, 09:35

What I learned today is never and please never make sport if you're sick. X.x That‘s so hard … *strained cough* Now today I was inliner drive with Day and now my Energy is so empty like a empty Bottle. X.x

And now what I really learned today … is don't believe in Everything you see. Because Sometimes the Truth hides behind a Veil. Nothing is as it seems. You will constantly lied. Often you do not notice it. But Sometimes you go for a lie even though you know the Truth actually. Sometimes she literally jump you in the Face. But you do not care because you love. It is difficult to recognize the truth if you love Someone. Sometimes you realize it, only after everything has come to an End. Sometimes you realize it early. Some split up if they know the Truth. Because they just want the Truth. Others still try to talk with their Partners. But Love is not the only „field of Lies“ -> sometimes. Even in everyday life Someone is lying to you. An example … you watch all the TV right? Do you really believe the garbage which they mediated to you at the commercial breaks ? Oh, People. >.< That‘s Bullshit. Ok, most of. Do you see how often they made some promises? And no one is Truth ? A field of Lies is our Live. Even When we would to believe Everything that we see. So please ask after the Truth and do not take Everything as that what it seems to be. ;) You‘ll be amazed what you will all discover.

Oh and yes I have already almost been forgotten. One of my favorite Stars birthday is today so for the little Star. =D Sry I'm a Disneyfan. Hups






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To live is not always easy. Someone makes many mistakes as I did. I often run up against a wall and just because I can not see past through my thick head. Therefore, it is difficult for me to deal with people. All the black irony is that I can put myself in other People very well. But it is difficult for me to handle. Although many do not like me. But I'm not going to run away or give up my dream! Never! I'm no longer afraid before my life. I'll go my Way. If I fall down I just stand up and move on! Because to help this World there is only this one Chance and I'll take this. If Nobody start's who make it then?

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BeitragThema: Re: Kiri´s (Chibi´s) Tagebuch.    Do 10 Nov 2011, 10:10

What I learned today is … Sometimes you have to take a little time for yourself !!! It‘s ok to help Other People but please thinking about you form time to time. Because you can break deep inside if you do not do it. I often help Others. Because their Live isn‘t easy and I have to listen to my heart ! X.x Sometimes it‘s hard and I can‘t help anymore but if Somebody scream I‘ll be there. -.-* Against my own opinion. Sometimes it seems that I was only there to help Others. It‘s a hard Work. But ok, I like it to help. But today I need a break. All I have to do is to say NO today to Everyone. And that‘s not easy. Hups It does not matter, now.

Some People have a habit of sucking you completely out. If you give them an inch they take a few Seconds later the whole Hand. The most suffer. Oh heaven. -.- Sometimes I think they should go in a Church or something. Because I‘m not a priestess and no I don‘t believe in God or Something. But I still help. So I have to take a bath. Then we‘ll watch a Horror Movie and later hm, I think then it‘s Time to eat something. XD Yes at midnight. XD No I see you tomorrow. Have a nici Night or Day. ^u^ whatever have a nici Time and you remain true to yourself. ;)




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To live is not always easy. Someone makes many mistakes as I did. I often run up against a wall and just because I can not see past through my thick head. Therefore, it is difficult for me to deal with people. All the black irony is that I can put myself in other People very well. But it is difficult for me to handle. Although many do not like me. But I'm not going to run away or give up my dream! Never! I'm no longer afraid before my life. I'll go my Way. If I fall down I just stand up and move on! Because to help this World there is only this one Chance and I'll take this. If Nobody start's who make it then?

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BeitragThema: Re: Kiri´s (Chibi´s) Tagebuch.    Fr 11 Nov 2011, 14:13

What I learned Today is no one can escape curses !!! But we can learn to make the Best of it. To life with this curse. Since I was born I have to take my curse with me. One Reason why I don't like Cameras or so. 
My Curse  close some doors in Front of me. Always and with Certainty. But I learnd to life with my own Curse. I learnd that he closed Doors but if he do that he'll open am other. Without this Curse 
I never would have started with writing. Now I know that I can't have what I want because my Curse prevents it , certainly. It's hard but ok. Before a long Time I have found my own Reason to live. Everyone has to carry his pack. Me too. 

So it's Late. I have to go sleep. I Wish all a nici Night and Sry that I'm still Late. and Sry for my Bad english. Hups 




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To live is not always easy. Someone makes many mistakes as I did. I often run up against a wall and just because I can not see past through my thick head. Therefore, it is difficult for me to deal with people. All the black irony is that I can put myself in other People very well. But it is difficult for me to handle. Although many do not like me. But I'm not going to run away or give up my dream! Never! I'm no longer afraid before my life. I'll go my Way. If I fall down I just stand up and move on! Because to help this World there is only this one Chance and I'll take this. If Nobody start's who make it then?

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BeitragThema: Re: Kiri´s (Chibi´s) Tagebuch.    Sa 12 Nov 2011, 13:38

What I learned Today is some People want to be famous at any price xD and for us it's so funny to see. xD I wonder why the want to be absolutely famous. Did they haven't enough Friends or did they have no self esteem?Sry I don't know is did at this Place right? X.x english oh I have to learn so much. I hope you understand. Because sry I'm not perfect. Hups It is so absurd what People do for money or famous. It seems that they haven't a Soul. 
Of course I write but famous and money are the wrong Reasons for me!!!! I Write because I Love  and it's all that I have. I can't understand those People. I think famous is like a necklace it has its good sides and bad sides. The good Side is you can reach many People. But it's a heavy chain that binds you. I think the heavy Side is to Big. But it's thier Live. XD So have a nici Night. @ all
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