Kiri´s (Chibi´s) Tagebuch.

Thema: Kiri´s (Chibi´s) Tagebuch. So 25 Sep 2011, 22:14

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Was ich heute gelernt habe, ist dass man manchmal Dinge an Andere weiter gibt, selbst jedoch naja sich eben nicht an diese Sachen hält und das kann so manches Mal echt weh tun. Irgendwie ist es lustig, dass man diese Dinge doch eigentlich weiß und versucht sich gegen sie zur Wehr zu setzten. Damit man bloß nicht ins gleiche Muster wie die Anderen alle fällt … .Aber dennoch schafft man es am Ende nicht und wieder bleibt das geschundene Herz zurück. Ich versuche immer mein Bestes zu geben, doch manchmal reicht das eben nicht aus. Das Leben ist leider kein Disneyfilm in dem es am Ende jedes Mal ein Happyend gibt. Man bekommt nicht immer das was man sich wünscht. …

Das Leben ist anders es ist hart und fordert einen immer wieder auf ein Neues heraus. Es bleibt einem nichts anders übrig als immer und immer wieder aufzustehen, um so bloß nicht seinen eigenen Weg aus den Augen zu verlieren. Sonst reißt es einen nieder und droht einen gnadenlos in den Tod zu stürzen. Ich versuche gegen diesen finsteren Strom zu schwimmen, versuche mich gegen diese hässlichen Tatsachen zu stellen, denn Gott , ja ich habe einen Traum und diesen will ich auch noch irgendwann mal leben. Immerhin schreibe ich schon lange genug und es sollte auch mal fertig werden. XD Doch nach einem Tag wie diesen denkt man sich … „hat das alles einen Sinn?“ *schultern zuck*

Ich weiß nur eines, mein Herz mag noch weinen, ja es mag noch schreien und Schmerzen haben. Doch nur ich alleine kann mich aus diesem Mist hier rausziehen !!! Und Gott verdammt, das und genau das werde ich auch tun. Das ist nun mal der Weg den ich gehen mag. Ich würde sterben für mein Buch und noch mehr dafür kämpfen!
Und wer sagte schon, dass es einfach wird.
Das nächste Mal passe ich besser auf was ich sage. XD Denn dass einem das selbst passiert geht schneller als man schauen kann. XDD
Bis morgen. =) deine Kiri (Chibi)

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So I try to tell you in a better English what I learn today. I told someone that he should not fall into a Person who is always out of reach. But sometimes we say Things and don´t turn keep us at our one Word´s >.<. It´s so funny because I didn´t know this Person. -.- I´ve try to stay away from those Feelings. -.- But there is no Chance XD. I try to fight against there. XD Because I never want to be like other Humans. People that live in her Dreams. Yes I have a Dream but that lays only in my Hands if he becomes truly in the Future or not. My Heart hurts and cry but I don´t want to lay here! Live isn´t a Disney Movie that will all end´s with an happy End. Live it´s the attempt to not loose Ourselves. So I´ll be back on my Feed´s ! I want to try it. I´ll go this hard Way of Live. I want to fight against the ugly Facts. I write for so many Years ago and I think my Story has deserves a wonderful Ending. God not XD I mean … oh no … XD the Words become to an end. XD
Yes I´ll fly so I have to work for my wish my dream my heart. And witch People say that this Way become easy ? XD Nobody. I want this World make to a better Place for every kind of us. I want to move something. Now that’s where my Heart goes to Day. I have learn that we can´t have all these Thing that we wish us so much. But there are Wishes in our Hands and those ones can be come True if we worked for they. Oh, and I learn to make sure what I say. XD ** I hope you understand me. ^^

Your Kiri (Chibi)

Ich sehe genau was du tust. ~Gast~

To live is not always easy. Someone makes many mistakes as I did. I often run up against a wall and just because I can not see past through my thick head. Therefore, it is difficult for me to deal with people. All the black irony is that I can put myself in other People very well. But it is difficult for me to handle. Although many do not like me. But I'm not going to run away or give up my dream! Never! I'm no longer afraid before my life. I'll go my Way. If I fall down I just stand up and move on! Because to help this World there is only this one Chance and I'll take this. If Nobody start's who make it then?

Sig and Ava made by Keiko

Thema: Re: Kiri´s (Chibi´s) Tagebuch. Di 08 Nov 2011, 21:53

What I learned Today is … you do not need much to be happy. But sometimes I forget it. If that's the Case. I leave to revive fond Memories. I remember the last Year. It was Summer and Day, Berry and I were every Day at the Lake. It was such a nice Time. We ran barefoot through the Grass down to the Lake. Just we needed no shoes. We took only the bare minimum with us. A few towels, our bathing Suits Sunscreen, something to drink and Berry‘s little Delicacies. XD I can‘t forget them. XD
We have made ??every night a bonfire. Curled up in the long towels it was so cozy. Berry was often with his head on my Lap. We enjoyed listening to Day's singing. Directly on the lake. Sometimes we even slept there. Of course, not on a public Beach.

There is a small area on the Beach on which stands an old bath house from the 17th - 18th century. This area is fenced. Only a handful of People know how to come into it. Of course with no Key. embarrassed cough *

The trail leads you through a small wooded area. I'll take a picture of this Place in the near future. But first I want to show you Kira my first best Friend on four legs. ^^

It was also at the Lake. It took some Time. Sry but I remember to all the good Times at the Moment and that was one of the Best I ever had.

~~ In memory of a very good friend kira ~~

Ich sehe genau was du tust. ~Gast~

To live is not always easy. Someone makes many mistakes as I did. I often run up against a wall and just because I can not see past through my thick head. Therefore, it is difficult for me to deal with people. All the black irony is that I can put myself in other People very well. But it is difficult for me to handle. Although many do not like me. But I'm not going to run away or give up my dream! Never! I'm no longer afraid before my life. I'll go my Way. If I fall down I just stand up and move on! Because to help this World there is only this one Chance and I'll take this. If Nobody start's who make it then?

Sig and Ava made by Keiko

Thema: Re: Kiri´s (Chibi´s) Tagebuch. Mi 09 Nov 2011, 21:35

What I learned today is never and please never make sport if you're sick. X.x That‘s so hard … *strained cough* Now today I was inliner drive with Day and now my Energy is so empty like a empty Bottle. X.x

And now what I really learned today … is don't believe in Everything you see. Because Sometimes the Truth hides behind a Veil. Nothing is as it seems. You will constantly lied. Often you do not notice it. But Sometimes you go for a lie even though you know the Truth actually. Sometimes she literally jump you in the Face. But you do not care because you love. It is difficult to recognize the truth if you love Someone. Sometimes you realize it, only after everything has come to an End. Sometimes you realize it early. Some split up if they know the Truth. Because they just want the Truth. Others still try to talk with their Partners. But Love is not the only „field of Lies“ -> sometimes. Even in everyday life Someone is lying to you. An example … you watch all the TV right? Do you really believe the garbage which they mediated to you at the commercial breaks ? Oh, People. >.< That‘s Bullshit. Ok, most of. Do you see how often they made some promises? And no one is Truth ? A field of Lies is our Live. Even When we would to believe Everything that we see. So please ask after the Truth and do not take Everything as that what it seems to be. ;) You‘ll be amazed what you will all discover.

Oh and yes I have already almost been forgotten. One of my favorite Stars birthday is today so for the little Star. Sry I'm a Disneyfan.

Ich sehe genau was du tust. ~Gast~

To live is not always easy. Someone makes many mistakes as I did. I often run up against a wall and just because I can not see past through my thick head. Therefore, it is difficult for me to deal with people. All the black irony is that I can put myself in other People very well. But it is difficult for me to handle. Although many do not like me. But I'm not going to run away or give up my dream! Never! I'm no longer afraid before my life. I'll go my Way. If I fall down I just stand up and move on! Because to help this World there is only this one Chance and I'll take this. If Nobody start's who make it then?

Sig and Ava made by Keiko

Thema: Re: Kiri´s (Chibi´s) Tagebuch. Do 10 Nov 2011, 22:10

What I learned today is … Sometimes you have to take a little time for yourself !!! It‘s ok to help Other People but please thinking about you form time to time. Because you can break deep inside if you do not do it. I often help Others. Because their Live isn‘t easy and I have to listen to my heart ! X.x Sometimes it‘s hard and I can‘t help anymore but if Somebody scream I‘ll be there. Against my own opinion. Sometimes it seems that I was only there to help Others. It‘s a hard Work. But ok, I like it to help. But today I need a break. All I have to do is to say NO today to Everyone. And that‘s not easy. It does not matter, now.

Some People have a habit of sucking you completely out. If you give them an inch they take a few Seconds later the whole Hand. The most suffer. Oh heaven. -.- Sometimes I think they should go in a Church or something. Because I‘m not a priestess and no I don‘t believe in God or Something. But I still help. So I have to take a bath. Then we‘ll watch a Horror Movie and later hm, I think then it‘s Time to eat something. XD Yes at midnight. XD No I see you tomorrow. Have a nici Night or Day. ^u^ whatever have a nici Time and you remain true to yourself. ;)

Ich sehe genau was du tust. ~Gast~

To live is not always easy. Someone makes many mistakes as I did. I often run up against a wall and just because I can not see past through my thick head. Therefore, it is difficult for me to deal with people. All the black irony is that I can put myself in other People very well. But it is difficult for me to handle. Although many do not like me. But I'm not going to run away or give up my dream! Never! I'm no longer afraid before my life. I'll go my Way. If I fall down I just stand up and move on! Because to help this World there is only this one Chance and I'll take this. If Nobody start's who make it then?

Sig and Ava made by Keiko

Thema: Re: Kiri´s (Chibi´s) Tagebuch. Sa 12 Nov 2011, 02:13

What I learned Today is no one can escape curses !!! But we can learn to make the Best of it. To life with this curse. Since I was born I have to take my curse with me. One Reason why I don't like Cameras or so.
My Curse close some doors in Front of me. Always and with Certainty. But I learnd to life with my own Curse. I learnd that he closed Doors but if he do that he'll open am other. Without this Curse
I never would have started with writing. Now I know that I can't have what I want because my Curse prevents it , certainly. It's hard but ok. Before a long Time I have found my own Reason to live. Everyone has to carry his pack. Me too.

So it's Late. I have to go sleep. I Wish all a nici Night and Sry that I'm still Late. and Sry for my Bad english.

Ich sehe genau was du tust. ~Gast~

To live is not always easy. Someone makes many mistakes as I did. I often run up against a wall and just because I can not see past through my thick head. Therefore, it is difficult for me to deal with people. All the black irony is that I can put myself in other People very well. But it is difficult for me to handle. Although many do not like me. But I'm not going to run away or give up my dream! Never! I'm no longer afraid before my life. I'll go my Way. If I fall down I just stand up and move on! Because to help this World there is only this one Chance and I'll take this. If Nobody start's who make it then?

Sig and Ava made by Keiko

Thema: Re: Kiri´s (Chibi´s) Tagebuch. So 13 Nov 2011, 01:38

What I learned Today is some People want to be famous at any price xD and for us it's so funny to see. xD I wonder why the want to be absolutely famous. Did they haven't enough Friends or did they have no self esteem?Sry I don't know is did at this Place right? X.x english oh I have to learn so much. I hope you understand. Because sry I'm not perfect. It is so absurd what People do for money or famous. It seems that they haven't a Soul.
Of course I write but famous and money are the wrong Reasons for me!!!! I Write because I Love and it's all that I have. I can't understand those People. I think famous is like a necklace it has its good sides and bad sides. The good Side is you can reach many People. But it's a heavy chain that binds you. I think the heavy Side is to Big. But it's thier Live. XD So have a nici Night. @ all knuddel

Ich sehe genau was du tust. ~Gast~

To live is not always easy. Someone makes many mistakes as I did. I often run up against a wall and just because I can not see past through my thick head. Therefore, it is difficult for me to deal with people. All the black irony is that I can put myself in other People very well. But it is difficult for me to handle. Although many do not like me. But I'm not going to run away or give up my dream! Never! I'm no longer afraid before my life. I'll go my Way. If I fall down I just stand up and move on! Because to help this World there is only this one Chance and I'll take this. If Nobody start's who make it then?

Sig and Ava made by Keiko

Thema: Re: Kiri´s (Chibi´s) Tagebuch. So 13 Nov 2011, 22:38

What I learned Today is the Human Psychology is complex and changeable like a like a dancing cloth
that flies in the Wind. Because there are so many Factors who play a major Role.That could Be Things that you saw. Things that you've heard. You can be a good man but sometimes a little Thing could change your soul. There is Nobody when a child is born who say it what's right and what's wrong at the first Time. Nobody decides that Someone is evil or good. That's just your own decide.
The Voice deep Inside of ourselves who say us what's right and what's nit arises by our experience. It is generated by what we were taught. What we saw and heard.

continue tomorrow;)
Have a nici Night. <3

Ich sehe genau was du tust. ~Gast~

To live is not always easy. Someone makes many mistakes as I did. I often run up against a wall and just because I can not see past through my thick head. Therefore, it is difficult for me to deal with people. All the black irony is that I can put myself in other People very well. But it is difficult for me to handle. Although many do not like me. But I'm not going to run away or give up my dream! Never! I'm no longer afraid before my life. I'll go my Way. If I fall down I just stand up and move on! Because to help this World there is only this one Chance and I'll take this. If Nobody start's who make it then?

Sig and Ava made by Keiko

Thema: Re: Kiri´s (Chibi´s) Tagebuch. Mo 14 Nov 2011, 20:36

What I learned Today is

First please Somebody has to kick to me in the butt !!! Now! T.T Because I've become so lazy !!!! Day is far far away and I should write but I am still outside or sleep… Bullshit. T.T Kick ME *scream* -.-
Second I have to say sry because I always thought that „saw“ means seen but it wasn‘t the Same. embarrassing.
Sry Sry sry am a moron. X.x Not always but from Time to Time.

And now back to the Topic. The reason I bring this subject up is and Cin and I saw XD *laughing* the Movie „Saw“ 1,2,3,4,5,6 and 7. I told her that I could understand Jigsaw‘s Action. She looked at me aghast and ask me, „are you sick„? And I said no. Maybe Sometimes a little bit crazy but not sick.
The Character Jigsaw is not a bad Person. He is a „Man“ who stands up for Justice even on his own bizarre Way. The Reason why he did he act so is because the System in which we live is not punished such People. For example, unscrupulous Bankers, sneaky Cops and so on. Jigsaw is against the People who worked only for their own Well even at the shoulders of Others. You see he is basically a Person of Justice. What he did is not nice, yes. Because I think there are other Ways to worked for a fair Live. But think about this Character. Many People become criminals out of desperation. That means not that they are bad. I said that there are so many Reasons that made ourselves own. Is it a crime if a father stealing something to eat for his Children? Think about what would you do if you were desperate? If there is nothing to eat for your children. If there is no Future for a fair Live. There are so many Reasons. So many Ways. Jigsaw‘s Perspective on Things and his actions is his vision of Justice. Ok, I think that his Ways isn‘t the right Way but I think also that he isn‘t a bad Person = Character. Now a Question. Is it fair to kill People like this ? I think Nobody has the right to decide over life and death. Even the Judges in the Court. NOBODY because every creature being has a right to Live. I want to say that I am against the death penalty. Because these bad People are only Humans too. I do not think its good what they did. But to did the same for that what they did is not right. Dying is easy living is hard. I think that it is harder for these people to live with their nightmares and I think that this should be punishment enough.

Because I learned that life is valuable. I learned by Dayna (Sisterheart) . XD I love my Dayna. See you

Ich sehe genau was du tust. ~Gast~

To live is not always easy. Someone makes many mistakes as I did. I often run up against a wall and just because I can not see past through my thick head. Therefore, it is difficult for me to deal with people. All the black irony is that I can put myself in other People very well. But it is difficult for me to handle. Although many do not like me. But I'm not going to run away or give up my dream! Never! I'm no longer afraid before my life. I'll go my Way. If I fall down I just stand up and move on! Because to help this World there is only this one Chance and I'll take this. If Nobody start's who make it then?

Sig and Ava made by Keiko

Thema: Re: Kiri´s (Chibi´s) Tagebuch. Di 15 Nov 2011, 21:56

What I learned Today is let People have their own opinion and let them speak for that. Because Everyone of us like different Things and Every one of us hate different Things. So it‘s ok if you don‘t like a Person. It‘s ok if you think that this Star is the worst in the World. It‘s ok if you say he is waste. Because it‘s you own Meaning. And Everybody has a right to say what he think. But I can‘t be so common not longer. Because I write and I know this Feeling of Fear. I know how it is it is to be not liked. I'm also afraid of that, because I want to change the World to a better Place to a Place of Justice and Harmony.
Ok I don‘t like Justin Bieber, Rhiana and Twilight. But hm, that’s only my opinion and I don‘t want to start a fight against their Fans and I never want to move Other People to like what I like and to hate what I hate. Because are independent critter. And they have their own Head. I have to listen to my Heart all over the Time. My Heart is my Voice and it said it‘s wrong to be so common.
I have learned that add any of what you do not like. I hope you can understand this Rate. In German it means. „Füge keinem das zu was du selbst nicht magst.“ So I think you can speak about what you want but let People have their own opinion. Because there will be always People who likes you or hates you. Or which hate your Star or love your Star. =)

Ich sehe genau was du tust. ~Gast~

To live is not always easy. Someone makes many mistakes as I did. I often run up against a wall and just because I can not see past through my thick head. Therefore, it is difficult for me to deal with people. All the black irony is that I can put myself in other People very well. But it is difficult for me to handle. Although many do not like me. But I'm not going to run away or give up my dream! Never! I'm no longer afraid before my life. I'll go my Way. If I fall down I just stand up and move on! Because to help this World there is only this one Chance and I'll take this. If Nobody start's who make it then?

Sig and Ava made by Keiko

Thema: Re: Kiri´s (Chibi´s) Tagebuch. Mo 21 Nov 2011, 18:42

What I learned Today is … XD

Now I have made a Video for my favorite Series Charmed. I know that Phoebe, Piper, Prue and Paige aren‘t real Persons. I knew that Shannon and co. played them and I knew that they are different as the Characters. But I grow up with Charmed. You can say it‘s a Part of me. Because I watched it every Wednesday.
I can understand if it‘s hard sometimes to decide between Actor and Character. Because they were difficult. But I have meet those People as Piper, Paige, Phoebe and Prue and that are the People that I like. I don‘t know Holly and the Others. I can not say that I like this Person as a Person if I do not know. We think we know the Actors as themselves. But that isn‘t the Truth. XD. At least not Everyone of us because. XD
I thank Shannon and co. because they give Piper Paige and Phoebe a Face and a Body. I hope you understand what I mean or want to say. ;)

But also thank you.

Ich sehe genau was du tust. ~Gast~

To live is not always easy. Someone makes many mistakes as I did. I often run up against a wall and just because I can not see past through my thick head. Therefore, it is difficult for me to deal with people. All the black irony is that I can put myself in other People very well. But it is difficult for me to handle. Although many do not like me. But I'm not going to run away or give up my dream! Never! I'm no longer afraid before my life. I'll go my Way. If I fall down I just stand up and move on! Because to help this World there is only this one Chance and I'll take this. If Nobody start's who make it then?

Sig and Ava made by Keiko

Thema: Re: Kiri´s (Chibi´s) Tagebuch. Di 22 Nov 2011, 22:54

What I learned today is it‘s good that we aren‘t all the Same.

Because it will be very boring If we like the same and if we love the same. If we look at the same. Someday the World will lose her Color if we want the same. Because yes, we all are the Same kind of Live. But Everyone is unique in what he does or what he loves. It is important that you make what you love. You notice it when the heart is behind it. It is so good that everyone likes what he just likes. Stay as you are. That‘s just the right Way. ;) Sry that's so short today. I'm sick -.- and my Head sleep at all over the Time.

Ich sehe genau was du tust. ~Gast~

To live is not always easy. Someone makes many mistakes as I did. I often run up against a wall and just because I can not see past through my thick head. Therefore, it is difficult for me to deal with people. All the black irony is that I can put myself in other People very well. But it is difficult for me to handle. Although many do not like me. But I'm not going to run away or give up my dream! Never! I'm no longer afraid before my life. I'll go my Way. If I fall down I just stand up and move on! Because to help this World there is only this one Chance and I'll take this. If Nobody start's who make it then?

Sig and Ava made by Keiko

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